Yesterday 23 april 2011 i've completed one year of this disease of mine.... the SLIP DISC... though it is very much recovered from the initial condition but still painful, i m hoping to recovered from it completely....
what happened actually i m going to tell you now... one day i was very unhappy, i dont know the matter now.. i asked GOD to give me death or a disease which wont leave me till the last pulse of my life.... i thought i was very much concentrated or connected with GOD, he listen my prayer and fulfill it. i always thankful for him, this time too... because it gives me lot of time to think what am i doing, what i can do now, it gives me rest, proper time to think about me, my relation with GOD... and now i m very much happy, i know how to recover from it... Thank GOD for listening my prayer and give me all the moments of such kind, they sometimes seems to be very rude but i know they are very good.. Thank you so much.... "HARI OM"
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Monday, April 4, 2011
Most Important Day as a Teacher: 4th Aprtil 2011.
It was a day just before my birthday. I was waiting for next day to come. I dont know that this day can bring the maximum happiness for my life. but yes it had... Saurabh Singh, a student from my first batch told me through Facebook that the 3rd semester's result had arrived, did you check it? I replied really??? I did not know yet. Let me check it first then i'll come to you. He said okay sir...
I started checking the results one by one. Abhilash, Akansha, Akshay, Anmol, Ashish, Bhoomika, Bhawna, Disha, Fabha, Gajendra, Jitin, Jalaj, Kanika... names were getting passed and it was almost same result as of the last years. Few fail results also arrived that made my mood worst. But i was busy in checking more and more. I have to check for the complete branch or for both sections of EC and one section of EI branch.
Then i typed 0908231052 and hit enter. I was Shocked to see the marks i was looking for. It was 78 in EMFT (EEC-303), i rechecked it with so much patience. Yes it was 78 marks written in front of EEC-303 column. I was very happy to see this. Very Very Happy. No one can calculate my happiness at that point of time. Then i checked the name of the student. It was KOMAL GUPTA. Oh my GOD that's the same girl i made cry once in class. I hurt her twice in the whole class and she's the one who gave me immense happiness from her result. I wanted to talk to her at that time. But i have two problems in talking to her at that point of time.
1st it was very late. 10:15 PM was the time when i completed the result analysis. It was too late to call anybody as i personally don't prefer to call anybody after 10, and she is a girl, i know that she lives in MIT hostel and she might not be sleeping. 2nd problem was that i have her no but it was written in my counselor's file. I dont have her no in my mobile nor anybody of her friend's no. Though i can fetch it from Ms. Pallavi Saxena as she was hostel warden but i didn't try to. I waited for the whole next day to talk to someone who made me the most happiest person. She made my dream completed of scoring 75+ in the toughest subject like Electromagnetic Field Theory (EMFT).
"Thank you so much Komal for scoring that much in my subject. I know it was my mistake to make you cry and force you to sit on the very first bench though you have moist in your eyes. But i think it was good for you. You took it as a challenge and won it. Thank you very very very very much... I can't forget this moment of my life. I can't forget you for my lifetime. Thank you..." Those were the random thoughts floating in my mind one after the other.
Then i called almost everyone to tell Komal's name and popularized komal amongst my friends and colleagues in MIT. I talked Amit, Alok, Mitali ma'am, Neha Chaudhary, Neha Sharma, Pallavi Saxena, Deep Sir, Manish Sir, Manas Sir...and tell everyone about 78 score in EMFT. i was very happy, Very very happy. If there exists any meter by which i can measure the happiness than i'm sure i'll get the maximum reading among all. I got my best birthday gift of this year just before the day. Thank you very much komal to give me the best birthday gift so far in my life...
Next day on my birthday (05th April) i was busy in CT duties... I wanted to meet everyone specially Komal and congratulate her for being top scorer in EMFT in MIT but unfortunately i couldn't met komal. So I saved her no in my mobile to call her in the evening.
I dialled her no at 6:30 PM but she didn't pick up. I dialed twice. Same response. She neither received nor call me back. I was surprised. Then she called me back at 8:00 PM. I said, its me Pankaj Bhardwaj your EMFT teacher. She said good evening sir. Then i congratulated her and begged her pardon once again for making her hurt. She replied the exact same what i was thinking last night. After 3-4 days she sent me request in Facebook, there i saw her Facebook status saying "I am very happy, My teacher called me up. I am the Subject topper... Yippiee". Seeing her FB status i smiled too, thanked her in mind and pray to GOD to fulfill her EVERY SINGLE DESIRE.
That was the best birthday for me and hopefully the best day for her too. Bye 4 now.
I started checking the results one by one. Abhilash, Akansha, Akshay, Anmol, Ashish, Bhoomika, Bhawna, Disha, Fabha, Gajendra, Jitin, Jalaj, Kanika... names were getting passed and it was almost same result as of the last years. Few fail results also arrived that made my mood worst. But i was busy in checking more and more. I have to check for the complete branch or for both sections of EC and one section of EI branch.
Then i typed 0908231052 and hit enter. I was Shocked to see the marks i was looking for. It was 78 in EMFT (EEC-303), i rechecked it with so much patience. Yes it was 78 marks written in front of EEC-303 column. I was very happy to see this. Very Very Happy. No one can calculate my happiness at that point of time. Then i checked the name of the student. It was KOMAL GUPTA. Oh my GOD that's the same girl i made cry once in class. I hurt her twice in the whole class and she's the one who gave me immense happiness from her result. I wanted to talk to her at that time. But i have two problems in talking to her at that point of time.
1st it was very late. 10:15 PM was the time when i completed the result analysis. It was too late to call anybody as i personally don't prefer to call anybody after 10, and she is a girl, i know that she lives in MIT hostel and she might not be sleeping. 2nd problem was that i have her no but it was written in my counselor's file. I dont have her no in my mobile nor anybody of her friend's no. Though i can fetch it from Ms. Pallavi Saxena as she was hostel warden but i didn't try to. I waited for the whole next day to talk to someone who made me the most happiest person. She made my dream completed of scoring 75+ in the toughest subject like Electromagnetic Field Theory (EMFT).
"Thank you so much Komal for scoring that much in my subject. I know it was my mistake to make you cry and force you to sit on the very first bench though you have moist in your eyes. But i think it was good for you. You took it as a challenge and won it. Thank you very very very very much... I can't forget this moment of my life. I can't forget you for my lifetime. Thank you..." Those were the random thoughts floating in my mind one after the other.
Then i called almost everyone to tell Komal's name and popularized komal amongst my friends and colleagues in MIT. I talked Amit, Alok, Mitali ma'am, Neha Chaudhary, Neha Sharma, Pallavi Saxena, Deep Sir, Manish Sir, Manas Sir...and tell everyone about 78 score in EMFT. i was very happy, Very very happy. If there exists any meter by which i can measure the happiness than i'm sure i'll get the maximum reading among all. I got my best birthday gift of this year just before the day. Thank you very much komal to give me the best birthday gift so far in my life...
Next day on my birthday (05th April) i was busy in CT duties... I wanted to meet everyone specially Komal and congratulate her for being top scorer in EMFT in MIT but unfortunately i couldn't met komal. So I saved her no in my mobile to call her in the evening.
I dialled her no at 6:30 PM but she didn't pick up. I dialed twice. Same response. She neither received nor call me back. I was surprised. Then she called me back at 8:00 PM. I said, its me Pankaj Bhardwaj your EMFT teacher. She said good evening sir. Then i congratulated her and begged her pardon once again for making her hurt. She replied the exact same what i was thinking last night. After 3-4 days she sent me request in Facebook, there i saw her Facebook status saying "I am very happy, My teacher called me up. I am the Subject topper... Yippiee". Seeing her FB status i smiled too, thanked her in mind and pray to GOD to fulfill her EVERY SINGLE DESIRE.
That was the best birthday for me and hopefully the best day for her too. Bye 4 now.
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