Friday, March 20, 2009

November 17th :- India beat England by 54 runs.

Once again I m here on this page to tell you about mu experiences and knowledge that I have gained today. Today I feel very excited from the morning because my cousin sister Shanu wants to meets Buaji and Gunjan. After taking my breakfast I went to Buaji’s home. But before that I have broken my own record. I did never wake up after 9AM at my home but today when I leave the bed it was 9:10AM. How sad?

            Now; when we reached Buaji’s home I took TV remote from Gunjan and start watching match. Today I feel the response of Gunjan towards my words is quite positive. I feel good from the core of my heart. I requested Buaji to come to our home. After repeating 2-3 times Buaji became ready to come along with us. Gunjan responded well and really a good feel inside. I have forced them to come to watch my new photos of SIDDHBALI temple and of NAZIBABAD. We have spent few good hours in talking freely and happily and also in my room at computer for checking mails and scraps. I told Gunjan that you have missed a good opportunity of having a bunch of birthday wishes scraps on your birthday. She neglected further talk on that topic. She was having my friend request but she didn’t accept it. I think that she was thinking that BHAI could read my scraps so why should I accept his friend request. Okay let her think like this. Second thing I notice was that she asked me, “ Bhaiya what’s the way of removing a friend?” I think that she wanted to show me that” it was not me who did this, actually it was my friend Deepti”. I can’t change the way she thinks, I only can pray to GOD and it is what I am doing…

            But really I have enjoyed today because I noticed happy and cherished faces of Buaji and Gunjan. I feel because of me they have some happy moments on their life. I know that it’s not true but let me think like this.

            Its 11 in the night and light has gone. I made a promise to me to wake up early in the morning, read 2 articles everyday and discuss them in diary. Now I am reading 1st article GIVE IT AWAY. After reading this I’ll write something about his okay.

All-right! I completed reading and I’m going to start writing about it. It’s a good article. A person asked someone why you are so happy? He replied,” I have nothing left to loose!” what an answer. It is how a person feels when he is on the ground, a state of mind of knowing himself.

            Christ lived as a homeless beggar; Buddha left royalty behind to live in the forest for six years, seeking and finding enlightenment. Foolishness? Perhaps, but who affected the history of the world more than these two men have? True happiness is that reality when all is lost. Reality has never been born, will never die, and does not come from a previous condition. It has the characteristics of eternity and unchanging ness.

            Look into your own heart and see what is true. It is only when life is taken away for a brief moment and we touch that reality that we can speak about, only then true happiness is possible. The miracle is that just touching this reality for a brief moment and this experience would be enough to change your experience of life. Don’t believe words? Try to think with your own mind then only you can find the meaning of all this.

            Now the 2nd article UNCOVER YOUR TRUTH. It’s also a good article to read and discuss. Healing has been happening all along. It may be hard to see when times are tough, when you are in a kind of pain. But if you can step into much higher level from there, you can recognize that every place that you are in is perfect for you in your journey. It’s totally up to us how we take every situation in our life. May be sometimes in our life looks bad, give pains but when we try to find the actual reason of all that from higher self then we can find that all this is good for us, is perfect for accomplishing the lessons at hand.

            Realization of success and failure only has to do with ego. Soul knows nothing about success and failure. It only knows about honestly, truth and integrity. When ego and soul are in balance, desire is a healthy feeling leading us forward in our journey of development. And when the ego begins to reign, desire becomes need. As the energy becomes more distorted, need becomes greed. When need become neediness it’s a sign of tremendousness weakness. Because when people become needy they have the tendency to suck energy from everyone else. They still refuse to step firmly into their own power, strength and life force in order to find sustenance. This is all about this article.

Now there is a special thing namely thought of the day and here it is…

 

The tragedy of life is not death, but what dies within you when you’re alive.

 

            How was that? Ultimate reality of KALYUG! Never be of such kind person. Okay.

 Good-bye and good night.

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