Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Aaj Ke Din...

Aaj ke din zaroor seekhna...
un mombattiyon se...
kaise wo khud jalkar bhi khushiyaan de jaati hain,
un aasuon se,
kaise bina kuchh kahe hi wo sab kuchh keh jaate hain,
un baadlo se,
kaise apne astitva ko ganvakar mitti ki tapan mitate hain,
barish ki boondon se,
kaise wo chehre pe padkar ajab si khushi chhod jati hain,
us bhanware se,
jo fulon ke rasaswadan ko daal-daal par firta hai,
us kohre se,
kaise wo sabke akelepan ka aalingan karta hai,
un panchhiyon se,
kaise unki kilkahat se man ki ghabrahat bhi ghabrati hai,
isi taref tum bhi bant-te raho khushiyaan, lutate raho pyaar,
saari zindagi har kadam tumhe khushiyaan milein apaar,
yehi abhilasha hai mujhe tere janmadin par,...mere yaar...


आज के दिन ज़रूर सीखना...
उन मोमबत्तियों से...
कैसे वो खुद जलकर भी खुशियाँ दे जाती हैं,
उन आसुओं से,
कैसे बिना कुछ कहे ही वो सब कुछ कह जाते हैं,
उन बादलो से,
कैसे अपने अस्तित्व को गंवाकर मिटटी की तपन मिटाते हैं,
बारिश की बूंदों से,
कैसे वो चेहरे पे पड़कर अजब सी ख़ुशी छोड़ जाती हैं,
उस भंवरे से,
जो फूलों के रसास्वादन को डाल-डाल पर फिरता है,
उस कोहरे से,
कैसे वो सबके अकेलेपन का आलिंगन करता है,
उन पंछियों से,
कैसे उनकी किल्काहट से मन की घबराहट भी घबराती है,
इसी तरह तुम भी बाँटते रहो खुशियाँ, लुटाते रहे प्यार,
सारी ज़िन्दगी हर कदम तुम्हे खुशियाँ मिलें अपार,
येही अभिलाषा है मुझे तेरे जन्मदिन पर,... मेरे यार..

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Talent Search Quiz Competition held in MIT...

Today Talent Search quiz competition is held in MIT campus. This is organised for 12th class science group students of different colleges in Moradabad region and also for the nearby region.
Today in competition's first phase 8 English medium schools are invited.
It was nice experience with lots of hectic works... Press and media work is so crucial and we are doing our best. We go personally to all media offices, personally hand over then the invitations and press note copy, we call them with our phone for reminding, we email them and even send the press note and invitation as FAX, we do everything as its our personal work. We don't even took a single penny for this. Well its not to be mentioned this is not a money issue. But the people made this work very difficult. They wont allow to do the work in our own style. They feel that if we are the boss then our voice should be followed as it is, without listening any suggestion or even our words. They just order.
Everyone knows the reality but still wont do any thing in this favour. In this generation of internet they still believe in hard copy, paper wastage, they dont think of cutting the trees as they are not social and they order us to be social.
We can make this work a lot simpler but in the end we have to follow and make our situation worst. Some even understand but they can't help in this regard.
Our personal relations are good but if there are differences or conflicts then why should we face all this?
In the morning it was told i want 5 media persons, we arranged 15 from the top most newspapers and local channels. I was very satisfied with my work and our team's work but instead of appreciation of our appreciative work we got WHAT ARE YOU DOING AND WHAT ARE YOUR TARGETS???
Thats the main reason of dissatisfaction. But then who cares...
In the meeting old peoples were talking about ladies those came to visit...
One said "PURAANE KHANDHARON SE HI PATA LAGTA HAI KI IMAARAT KITNI KHOOBSOORAT HAI", Their talks were so disgusting, i thought that if i would be the DON then i'll kill them on the spot.
I was very upset that's why i said all this.
I pray to GOD that they don't think like our boss. They should think that we are teachers not their personal servants. And they should not talk silly at-least in front of their child-like colleagues.

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

A memorable day in MIT: Infosys Campus Placement Drive (14-09-2011)

Today on 14 September 2011 Infosys Technologies, Bangalore came to MIT for campus drive.
From MIT almost 270 students participated and from Inverties college, Bareilly 250 students participated in this recruitment program. From EC branch particularly 59 students took active participation. They all were working very hard for this opportunity.
After test only 17 students from EC and 4 from EI were selected for the interview.
After arranging a press conference I went to meet the students and motivate them. They all were really very excited after meeting me, some suggestions were given and also some of the answers for few general questions were given by me and alok. After that i went back to home. I want to know their final results and I want to talk to them to listen their happiness. After all it was my first batch to whom i taught. Anant nandan was there to tell me the final results. He was supporting his seniors. I was in touch with him by SMS. He SMS me that 15(EC) of them were selected and 2 of them were rejected.
Then after lunch i talked to all of them one by one. They were very happy and very excited. Thankful to me too, but i said why? You have done hard work for this and success is yours.
When students talk in this way, it makes us proud that we have furnished some ethical engineers who not only have knowledge but also the etiquette.
Ayushi Bansal and Tushar Yadav were really having hard times of not grabbing this opportunity even after clearing the written test. But i know they both have the capability to go beyond the sky.

I was very much pleased by seeing these students getting a good job. I know they have the capability to go higher but as a start-up INFOSYS is good chance. You know as a teacher it matters a lot that after getting a JOB students still remember their teachers. I am very thankful for having such a wonderful students. Thank GOD, for giving me a bunch of very good students. I'll always pray for their growth.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Kabhi Gam Kabhi Khushi, Mere Aangan Mein Sabhi...

Though it seems to be a philosophical title but its not like that... what is its meaning will be clear to you all after reading this story of mine... This is a story which is a combination of several stories, but since some of the incidents had happened almost same time and somehow they are very much related and interlinked to each other. That's why i combined to make them just one...
It's all about how i felt the love between our relationship. Yes "the love", which seems to me a word having lots of meanings but yet "Undefined". I met lots of peoples and talk about this 'mystery word' and finally I have something of my own. Several girls of almost my age group helped me to write because they were the part of stories which i'm going to write here. So initially i want to change the names of the characters and i'll follow these names...
Maggi
Pari
Goldy

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Paribhasha Prem ki...

Man mein aaj ajab si khushi hai, ki har chehra dikhayi de khila sa,
na jaane kon kho gaya hai mujhmein, komal, chanchal, pyara, bhala sa,

Ki chehre pe mere ajab sa nikhar hai,
Man mein umda ye ajab sa pyaar hai,
Kar sakta hun kuchh bhi jiske liye main,
Kya wo bhi mujhse milne ke liye bekrar hai?

Paribhasha prem ki kehti yehi hai,
Ki pagal na bano mujhme kho jao,
Har pal ko jio nishchinta hokar,
Chinta na karo tum mujhmein hi so jao.

Hoga kya aagey jeevan mein ye kon janta hai?
Swayam bhagwan bhi jisko apna maanta hai,
Un bhaavon mein mast hokar jiyo bas,
Aisa na karna hi Sabse Badi Agyanta hai.

Koshish karunga main bhi khud ko yehi samjhane ki,
Puraani ho chuki hain saari reetein Zamane ki,
Kuchh bhi ho, kabhi na jane dunga us bhav ko apne se door,
Yehi chahat ban jayegi ek din,
Us atulit, daivik apne ISHTA ko paane ki...


परिभाषा प्रेम की...
मन में आज अजब सी ख़ुशी है, की हर चेहरा दिखाई दे खिला सा,
न जाने कौन खो गया है मुझमें, कोमल, चंचल, प्यारा, भला सा,

कि चेहरे पे मेरे अजब सा निखार है,
मन में उमड़ा ये अजब सा प्यार है,
कर सकता हूँ कुछ भी जिसके लिए मैं,
क्या वो भी मुझसे मिलने के लिए बेकरार है?

परिभाषा प्रेम की कहती ये ही है,
कि पागल न बनो मुझमे खो जाओ,
हर पल को जिओ निश्चिंत होकर,
चिंता न करो तुम मुझमें ही सो जाओ.

होगा क्या आगे जीवन में ये कौन जानता है?
स्वयं भगवान भी जिसको अपना मानता है,
उन भावों में मस्त होकर जियो बस,
ऐसा न करना ही सबसे बड़ी अज्ञानता है.

कोशिश करूँगा मैं भी खुद को ये ही समझाने की,
पुरानी हो चुकी हैं सारी रीतें ज़माने की,
कुछ भी हो, कभी न जाने दूंगा उस भाव को अपने से दूर,
ये ही चाहत बन जाएगी एक दिन,
उस अतुलित, दैविक अपने 'इष्ट' को पाने की...

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Teacher's Day Celebration at MIT, By EESS

Students of E.E.S.S. (Electronics Engineering Student Society), MIT organized a function for honoring teachers on 05 September 2011 (Teacher's day). It was the first time I've seen such function organized for teachers in MIT and it was my first experience as a teacher too. So i was excited about it.
Some of the students told me that it will be a rocking function for all teachers specially you. Some faculties also told me that students are preparing for you and they want you to perform also....(made me nervous...)
Two days before that mean to say Saturday (03 September) students came in my cabin for taking my signature on the invitation card. A black colored, elliptical shaped hand made paper type chart, lots of paper made flowers were beautifully stuck on the front side of the card to form a beautiful border. Inside and outside few beautiful and meaningful quotes describing 'TEACHER' from Silver colred gel pen made it very beautiful. In to the card on the right side it was the names of faculties written with the same silver colored pen. Students give me the same pen to sign. I signed it and after watching the card i understood that students are working really very hard. This understanding increased my interest for the function even more. Some students told me to come at 2:00 PM sharp at the 'undecided' venue. I answered that i'll come after tutorial.
But as usual they were forcing me to come on time. Though i wanted to but i couldn't.
On Monday (05 September) in the morning students came to me and tell me the venue which was not defined till last day. The venue was Top floor Pharmacy block.
I arranged my roaming duty from 2.50 to 3.40 to Mr. Alok Pandey and reached to the venue. Function was about to start, we all were waiting for Prof. S.K. Varma sir. He came and the function started 50 min late from its scheduled time. Anchoring was done by several students for different different segments of the function. A few dance programs were also arranged by lots of students in groups...
Some new talent came in front of my eyes which would never come only in the annual function of MIT like very good dancing of komal gupta, kanika khera, disha kapoor, fabha maraat and parul satsangi & singing of anmol bhandula and ayush gupta, guitar performance by sagar tondon, interesting anchoring of fabha maraat, few irritative but required things done by akshay jain, laughing of manvendra singh in his dance performance, a little low voice anchoring of bhawna gautam, qualitative and humorous anchoring of anant and lots more...
The way the students handled all the program, the dedication and responsibilities they showed in their respective works gave me immense pleasure. The qualitative poetic titles they made for every faculty, the way they treated all of us, the way they served us cold drinks and snacks even though we were completely stuffed was awesome... At the end few emotional sayings by S K Varma sir, Deepti ma'am, Kshitij sir, Shyam sir draw the attention of all visitors towards the emotional part of the function.
The way kanika and anmol said that hope you all enjoyed, agar kuchh galti hui ho hamse to hame bacchha samajh ke maaf kar dijiyega, or ho sake to hame apne dil ke kisi kone mein jageh dijiyega was so heart teaching and emotional, aisa laga ki main abhi ro padta...
Over all the co-ordination of students together for the arrangement made this program a memorable for all of us and for them too.
I pray that all the students succeed in their career and whenever they get time to meet us they should meet and share their experience. GOD bless all of us with his immense love and grace...
Thank you students and thank you friends.

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Tum Hi Ho...

Tum Hi Ho...

Kuchh baat jo ankahi si thi wo aaj jubaan pe aayegi,
Man mein umang or hontho pe muskaan khil jayegi,
Apni hi prashansaaon ko jab sunogi tum mujhse,
Main jaanta hoon ki tum bahut sharmaogi...

Dil jiska ganga sa pavitra,
Man chanchal, komal hai charitra,
Hansi jiski ha ghanishta mitra,
Koi or nahi wo tum hi ho...

Mere man ko chhokar pawan mandir karne wali,
Man mein umang, dil mein tarang, jeevan mein rang bharne wali,
Meri sakha, meri hi mitra,
Koi or nahi wo tum hi ho...

Jeevan ki kathinaiyon ko hansi-khushi jeene wali,
Anginat galtiyon ko apne man mein kshan mein peene wali,
Sab khatti-meethi yaadon se man ke pehloo seene wali,
Chintit, tatpar or sahansheel,
Koi or nahi wo tum hi ho...

Ishta charnon mein sada apne man ko ramne wali,
Sabki khushi kohi apni khushi sada kehne wali,
Kehkar ke apni baato ko sada poora karne wali,
Acchhi beti, sachhi behen,
Koi or nahi wo tum hi ho...



तुम ही हो ...

कुछ बात जो अनकही सी थी वो आज जुबान पे आएगी ,
मन में उमंग और होंठो पे मुस्कान खिल जाएगी ,
अपनी ही प्रशंसाओं को जब सुनोगी तुम मुझसे ,
मैं जानता हूँ की तुम बहुत शर्मोगी...

दिल जिसका गंगा सा पवित्र,
मन चंचल, कोमल है चरित्र,
हंसी जिसकी है घनिष्ट मित्र,
कोई और नहीं वो तुम ही हो...

मेरे मन को छूकर पावन मंदिर करने वाली,
मन में उमंग, दिल में तरंग, जीवन में रंग भरने वाली,
मेरी सखा, मेरी ही मित्र,
कोई और नहीं वो तुम ही हो...

जीवन की कठिनाइयों को हंसी-ख़ुशी जीने वाली,
अनगिनत गलतियों को अपने में क्षण में पीने वाली,
सब खट्टी-मीठी यादों से मन के पहलू सीने वाली,
चिंतित, तत्पर और सहनशील,
कोई और नहीं वो तुम ही हो...

इष्ट चरणों में सदा अपने मन को रमने वाली,
सबकी ख़ुशी को ही अपनी ख़ुशी सदा कहने वाली,
कहकर के अपनी बातो को सदा पूरा करने वाली,
अच्छी बेटी, सच्ची बहिन,
कोई और नहीं वो तुम ही हो...

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Tumhara Naseeb ho...

Tumhara Naseeb ho...

Dil ki gehraiyon mein jo chhupa hai tujhko dikhaun kaise,
Apni jubaan ko hothon tak main laaun kaise,
Yun to kuchh ankahe bhaav hazaroon hain mere man mein,
In bhaavon mein main khud ko samaaun kaise.

Kabhi lagta hai ki sab kuchh hai jaana pehchaana sa,
Fir kshan hi mein sab lagta paraya kyun hai,
Fir achanak se ham dost ho jaate hain puraane jaise,
Sochte hain ki wo vichaar man mein aaya kyun hai,
Kya ajab ye rishte hain pal mein apne-begaane se,
Kaise vichaar ab main mein hain thode naye-puraane se.

Kaisi ye rishton ki uljhan, na jaane kaise naate hain,
Inse anjaane ham kaise, inme uljhe se jaate hain,
Bas bahut hua ab or nahi thoda hi mujhko kehna hai,
Is kshanik jagat mein hansi khushi hamko milkar ke rehna hai.

Na andhera hai koi ab ujala hi ujala hai,
Bas nishchal prem hai na koi gadbadjhala hai.

Ab har pal ka ho avlokan, meethe shabdon ka ho chintan,
Koyal kooke, chidiyaan chehkein, khushiyon ka man mein ho vichran.

Asha hai prabhu se ki har pal tumhara khushnaseeb ho,
Tum jiski bhi chaah karo, agle hi pal wo tumhara naseeb ho...


तुम्हारा नसीब हो...

दिल की गहराईयों में जो छुपा है तुझको दिखाऊ कैसे,
अपनी जुबान को होठों तक मैं लाऊं कैसे,
यूँ तो कुछ अनकहे भाव हज़ारो हैं मेरे मन में,
इन भावों में मैं खुद को समाऊं कैसे.

कभी लगता है की सब कुछ है जाना पहचाना सा,
फिर क्षण ही में सब लगता पराया क्यूँ है,
फिर अचानक से हम दोस्त हो जाते हैं पुराने जैसे,
सोचते हैं कि वो विचार मन में आया क्यूँ है,
क्या अजब ये रिश्ते हैं पल में अपने-बेगाने से,
कैसे विचार अब मन में हैं थोड़े नए-पुराने से.

कैसी ये रिश्तों की उलझन, ना जाने कैसे नाते हैं,
इनसे अनजाने हम कैसे, इनमे उलझे से जाते हैं,
बस बहुत हुआ अब और नहीं थोडा ही मुझको कहना है,
इस क्षणिक जगत में हंसी ख़ुशी हमको मिलकर के रहना है

ना अँधेरा है कोई अब उजाला ही उजाला है,
बस निश्छल प्रेम है ना कोई गड़बड़झाला है.

अब हर पल का हो अवलोकन, मीठे शब्दों का हो चिंतन,
कोयल कूके, चिड़ियाँ चेह्कें, खुशियों का मन में हो विचरण.

आशा है प्रभु से की हर पल तुम्हारा खुशनसीब हो,
तुम जिसकी भी चाह करो, अगले ही पल वो तुम्हारा नसीब हो...

Sunday, April 24, 2011

1 year of this prolonged Illness of mine

Yesterday 23 april 2011 i've completed one year of this disease of mine.... the SLIP DISC... though it is very much recovered from the initial condition but still painful, i m hoping to recovered from it completely....
what happened actually i m going to tell you now... one day i was very unhappy, i dont know the matter now.. i asked GOD to give me death or a disease which wont leave me till the last pulse of my life.... i thought i was very much concentrated or connected with GOD, he listen my prayer and fulfill it. i always thankful for him, this time too... because it gives me lot of time to think what am i doing, what i can do now, it gives me rest, proper time to think about me, my relation with GOD... and now i m very much happy, i know how to recover from it... Thank GOD for listening my prayer and give me all the moments of such kind, they sometimes seems to be very rude but i know they are very good.. Thank you so much.... "HARI OM"

Monday, April 4, 2011

Most Important Day as a Teacher: 4th Aprtil 2011.

It was a day just before my birthday. I was waiting for next day to come. I dont know that this day can bring the maximum happiness for my life. but yes it had... Saurabh Singh, a student from my first batch told me through Facebook that the 3rd semester's result had arrived, did you check it? I replied really??? I did not know yet. Let me check it first then i'll come to you. He said okay sir...

I started checking the results one by one. Abhilash, Akansha, Akshay, Anmol, Ashish, Bhoomika, Bhawna, Disha, Fabha, Gajendra, Jitin, Jalaj, Kanika... names were getting passed and it was almost same result as of the last years. Few fail results also arrived that made my mood worst. But i was busy in checking more and more. I have to check for the complete branch or for both sections of EC and one section of EI branch.

Then i typed 0908231052 and hit enter. I was Shocked to see the marks i was looking for. It was 78 in EMFT (EEC-303), i rechecked it with so much patience. Yes it was 78 marks written in front of EEC-303 column. I was very happy to see this. Very Very Happy. No one can calculate my happiness at that point of time. Then i checked the name of the student. It was KOMAL GUPTA. Oh my GOD that's the same girl i made cry once in class. I hurt her twice in the whole class and she's the one who gave me immense happiness from her result. I wanted to talk to her at that time. But i have two problems in talking to her at that point of time.

1st it was very late. 10:15 PM was the time when i completed the result analysis. It was too late to call anybody as i personally don't prefer to call anybody after 10, and she is a girl, i know that she lives in MIT hostel and she might not be sleeping. 2nd problem was that i have her no but it was written in my counselor's file. I dont have her no in my mobile nor anybody of her friend's no. Though i can fetch it from Ms. Pallavi Saxena as she was hostel warden but i didn't try to. I waited for the whole next day to talk to someone who made me the most happiest person. She made my dream completed of scoring 75+ in the toughest subject like Electromagnetic Field Theory (EMFT).

"Thank you so much Komal for scoring that much in my subject. I know it was my mistake to make you cry and force you to sit on the very first bench though you have moist in your eyes. But i think it was good for you. You took it as a challenge and won it. Thank you very very very very much... I can't forget this moment of my life. I can't forget you for my lifetime. Thank you..." Those were the random thoughts floating in my mind one after the other.

Then i called almost everyone to tell Komal's name and popularized komal amongst my friends and colleagues in MIT. I talked Amit, Alok, Mitali ma'am, Neha Chaudhary, Neha Sharma, Pallavi Saxena, Deep Sir, Manish Sir, Manas Sir...and tell everyone about 78 score in EMFT. i was very happy, Very very happy. If there exists any meter by which i can measure the happiness than i'm sure i'll get the maximum reading among all. I got my best birthday gift of this year just before the day. Thank you very much komal to give me the best birthday gift so far in my life...

Next day on my birthday (05th April) i was busy in CT duties... I wanted to meet everyone specially Komal and congratulate her for being top scorer in EMFT in MIT but unfortunately i couldn't met komal. So I saved her no in my mobile to call her in the evening.
I dialled her no at 6:30 PM but she didn't pick up. I dialed twice. Same response. She neither received nor call me back. I was surprised. Then she called me back at 8:00 PM. I said, its me Pankaj Bhardwaj your EMFT teacher. She said good evening sir. Then i congratulated her and begged her pardon once again for making her hurt. She replied the exact same what i was thinking last night. After 3-4 days she sent me request in Facebook, there i saw her Facebook status saying "I am very happy, My teacher called me up. I am the Subject topper... Yippiee". Seeing her FB status i smiled too, thanked her in mind and pray to GOD to fulfill her EVERY SINGLE DESIRE.

That was the best birthday for me and hopefully the best day for her too. Bye 4 now.

Friday, March 4, 2011

A Poem, as a Gift to someone....

Fulon ke gulistan mein aaj ek kali si khili
Ki gul-e-gulzar mein shabdon ke moti bikharne lage
Chahte the ki buri nazar na pade koi us par
Ham apni chahat ki chadar mein use odhne se lage
Jante the ek din zaroor aisa ayega
kali ke ful ban-ne par bhanwaron ka huzum lag jayega
Wo kali jab kisi bhanware ki aankhon mein apni sundarta niharegi
Tab wo bhav-vihwal bas tere hi naam ko pukaregi
Mukh se nikla har shabd bas tera hi gungaan gayega
Uske man ka har bhaav bas teri hi dhanyata sajayega
Kyonki tera sarvasva gyan (PREM) hi uska naam hai
Or usne jee-bhar ke jo piya wo teri hi bhakti ka jaam hai
Kamna meri prabhu tujhse ye hai barambaar
Uske man ki komalta bas yun-hi rahe barkaraar
Apne shabdon se kabhi wo kuchh na keh paye agar
Chehre ki masumiyat par hi jaayein sab bhaav bikhar
Apni hansi-thitholi se wo sabka dil lubhati rahe
Dil mein uske dard na ho woh yunhi sada muskurati rahe....

फूलों के गुलिस्तान में आज एक कली सी खिली
कि गुल-ए-गुलज़ार में शब्दों के मोती बिखरने लगे
चाहते थे की बुरी नज़र ना पड़े कोई उस पर
हम अपनी चाहत की चादर में उसे ओढने से लगे
जानते थे एक दिन ज़रूर ऐसा आयेगा
कली के फूल बनने पर भंवरों का हुजूम लग जायेगा
वो कली जब किसी भंवरे की आँखों में अपनी सुन्दरता निहारेगी
तब वो भाव-विह्वल बस तेरे ही नाम को पुकारेगी
मुख से निकला हर शब्द बस तेरा ही गुणगान गायेगा
उसके मन का हर भाव बस तेरी ही धन्यता सजाएगा
क्योंकि तेरा सर्वस्व ज्ञान (प्रेम) ही उसका नाम है
और उसने जी-भर के जो पिया वो तेरी ही भक्ति का जाम है
कामना मेरी प्रभु तुझसे ये है बारम्बार
उसके मन की कोमलता बस यूँही रहे बरकरार
अपने शब्दों से कभी वो कुछ ना कह पाए अगर
चेहरे की मासूमियत पर ही जाएँ सब भाव बिखर
अपनी हंसी-ठिठोली से वो सबका दिल लुभाती रहे
दिल में उसके दर्द ना हो वो यूँही सदा मुस्कुराती रहे...